Almost dead

sighz

how come i got so much to study??!!

MARX, WEBER, DURKHEIM, TONNIES........ THEORISTS!

I LOVE YOU ALL

You guys please love me also, k?

just LOVE me until 1st of december then enough already

bad luck please go away from me!

what i need is good luck!

p/s: never sleep for 24hrs
T_______T

The happy moment was gone
and yet

i feel so sorry for having a birthday during exam period

I never ever thought that all this will happened

I feel so bad

OKAY!

I'm not blaming myself for nothing

but if my birthday not during exam period

so everything will gone well today
You may have another hours for revision

T______________________T

psycho-ing

I'm fucking nervous for the following week..

but..

I'm happy at this moment!
I have done my poster presentation. Overall, I think it is a good poster! I Like it =)

The following week i need to hand in 2 assignments for STA2032 and 1 Literature review for my SCI2010. =S

KAO......... Why i have so much to do?
arghhhh while reading the blog it remind me of next week i got listening test too..
PUKE!!!!!!!!!

control

I always think you can control everything by yourself but everything is not what i thought!
I think everything in our life, what will happen the next are all fixed by the God already.
God choose our life, like an author in our life. God write our story, where is the starting point, the peak in our life, and the ending all is under control by God.

Outlook

There is many impossible things happen in this world
Not everyone will side a person with their outlook. No matter how much you're attractive, how good looking you're. When you're wrong then you're wrong! People who will side this kind of person. Okay i will just think they're brainless, they go for outlook!
Never ever judge a person with their outlook. People who look innocent doesn't mean they really do, they might be a murderer.

Will you side a person who is attractive but she's wrong?
or you will side a person who just look normal but she's right?




Ok i don't care about who is the person who look attractive or normal, I'll just side the person who's right in the situation.

Go away

I can't stand people who're too over! I can't stand people who said my friend impolite when she's not impolite. I can't stand people treat my friend like that! Is not I side my friend but just i think she's too over loh.

Can't she stop all her attitude??
And don't blame my friend change ady! It's not my friend's fault!

Enjoy+Fun+Worry+Guilty

Wii!!!!

I wish i could i own it!
I love it!
It is very fun and good for excersing!
Today went to eat thai food with Shuyar, Lisa, and Diana at Ying Thai. Foods was nice! service.. hmm not really good but still okay cos v don't need much sevices =) We're not a picky customer! opsss just realised we never take down the photo of the foods. We have Seafood Tom Yam, Minced beef with hmm.. not very sure that is the name already. and one is.. hmm curry chicken. It's very full and the price reasonable lah

After that, we went to the next door IL DOCHE FREDDO.. wow! ice cream store! I can't deny it is the best ice cream store in melbourne because it's ice cream is very nice! I LOVE IT since i came to melbourne study. I had Roche and Lychee flavour ice cream. Roche is the signature ice cream flavour of the shop. and yeah the other flavour is durian. After the dinner+dessert, it's our Wii time! All went to my house and we start to play Wii, play like 3hours++ and we decided to stop cos Wii makes us feel very tired. When we finished our games is time to back home. Shuyar was sending Diana and Lisa back home. When we went to the garage to grab the car! OMG! I have no idea why Shuyar car's front bonnet was opened! SCARY!!! I feel so sorry to Shuyar if anything happen to his car. Luckily her BMW car security is kinda never let people steal the car if not i don't how to give her back another BMW. and yeah who is the fucking people do this to Shuyar car. I wanna curse her/him! Curse her/him will get revenge from it for doing bad things!

I feel so guilty tonight and i couldn't asleep because i made someone who is very important to me unhappy. And i'm so sorry that i never accompany you for the whole day. Just keep on playing and never care your feelings. Sorry! I apologize to you with my sincere heart! I promise no next time okay?

Sadness

Over the past few days, there is one thing keep flashing in my mind.
Forensic Science
Forensic Science
Forensic Science
Forensic Science

I don't know what major question should i ask for my literature review. I'm freaking tired with all this. Anyhow i decided to focusing on the cannabis.
Is biological changes due to cannabis can be detected by hair analysis as evidence in forensic cases?

I'm so headache with this subject, I have no idea what this subject is actually teaching about. I think i really got to work on it if not i might not enough time to finish it.
Seriously now i still cannot start on it because i don't even get confirm from the demonstrator for my major question yet. What if... i mean if lah.. what if i really cannot finish on time, i think i will hang myself!

I was so happy today i thought i get the exam timetable 2nd draft from my friend. But, the exam timetable just have those unit codes start from A to G and i don't even have 1 unit code that falls on A to G. Arghhhhhhh!!!
I'm so upset! I wanna know when is my exam! I wanna book my flight ticket back MALAYSIA!
I heard a lot people saying that most of the flight fully booking =(

Assignments madness

There is only 24hours per day! Sometimes it seems long to me, but at the same time it seems short to me too.

Sociology essay 2000words
due this coming thursday!
and i can't even understand the essay question yet!
okay okay.. take a deep breathe! Still got 4days for me.. Sure i can work it out
*deep breathing*


booo...I still feel nervous but i have no motivation to start on it yet! F*CK
I must start on it tomorrow or else i might cannot sleep for few days before the essay due.
After sociology essay and there is another annotated bibliography for science! This is really make me mad, because until now i still have no idea what we need to do on it and this subject is my core unit! I need to pass it, not a need is a MUST!

I never thought of i can miss you so badly without chatting with you!
what happen with me?
what happen with me?
I can't bear the loneliness without you!

mixer

I always wondered what am i gonna do in my future
I always ask myself is there anything i need to get ready from now for my future
I have no idea how is my future
and i never think of it before

Seriously i did always tell my friends not to look so far
appreciate what you have now
but without future, there must be a problem!
now only i realize 2 people together must look for future
if you think there is future between 2 of you
then is it not a problem for the relationship.



Well the night before last night i had no time no sleep
and what i do that night is...... POWERPOINT
and ummm.. i think my presentation was sucks! This is because i not really touch more of it so the outcoming must be terrible too.
Remember, if you put enough effort of somethings, the outcoming could be very good
and so it will be in the opposite way too!


Today my sister call me and she pass the phone to my nephew
yes my nephew(William)
he's just 2yrs old so he couldn't have conversation with me lah
but he manage to call me "yee yee" in cantonese (aunty)
he's so cute you know! i miss him so much
after that my sister ask him to call "kau fu" in cantonese (uncle)
and he manage to say out that word but just the pronunciation a bit weird and funny
and you know what
he know how to say "I miss you" hahaha
he said that to me too!
My sister was telling me that my nephew's attitude really same like me
Today they went to penang, mom and dad went there for don't know meeting and sister went there for shopping loh
My Sister was telling me that william is so smart now, he know how 2 choose his own clothing and everything he think is nice. They went to shopping and william was playing caps and here it is, william found one of his favourite cap, he wore it and look at the mirror and my sister said to him so handsome oh! then people want to take back the cap, he don't allow the person took it. hahahahahahaha and my sister need to spent money for him again.
oh gosh you guess what..
the cap is RENOMA! please lah i don't even have a renoma cap but my nephew had one of it now
no way no way i'm jealous!

and my sister told me that william will go and get clothes from the shop and tell my sister, this clothes "leng leng" (look nice) and he want it. I think my sister is going to faint because he's so good in shopping now, what also he want, my sister gonna spend a lot on this KING!

Certified DEAD

Seriously i damn fucking bad mood right now!
Yes! Yes! Yes! I want to kill people right now so can you imagine how bad is my mood now?

My LAPTOP!
Last night certified dead already! and yet i need to say bye bye to it already
Here i can tell laptop life is so short... please it's just 2yrs++ then i need to say bye bye to it already
how cruel issit?

I think the god is bad to me you know! Yesterday i spent most of my time use spss do my statistic and then night....... my computer spoiled
FUCK!
My stuff!!! my stuff!! all my stuff!!
I need to redo it again
and this coming week i'm fucking busy with my assignment but my computer spoiled
how can i do my assignment without my computer??!!
Help! i'm fucking moody right now


and friends i think i'm not gonna update my blog for few days due to my laptop spoiled =(


From this, i learn something!
"Must have another copy of it!"

Useless INTERVIEWER

You guess what...
today me and my groupmate had an interview with a scientist (biochemistry lecture) for my SCI2010 oral presentation. well i think i might be the most useless interviewer in the world because i had done nothing during the interview i'm just sitting at aside and just listen what they say. There is main point which make me doesn't do anything is because i don't know anything about biochemistry! Umm.. seriously i do feel bad for doing nothing but what to do, i have no choice~
But from the interview, i found that she's an amazing scientist! she's so successful in her life and now she have a lovely family too~ two sons and her husband is a scientist too =)

Dr. Jackie Wilce
At this moment, she have 4 project on her hand
Those 4 project are involves the study of protein/protein and protein/oligonucleotide (RNA and DNA) interactions that occur in human cells in pathways that control gene expression, cell growth and cell proliferation.
She completed B. Sc (Hons) degree at Monash University, specialising in novel peptide chemistries at honours level. She was funded by ARC Postdoctoral Fellowship. In 1999, she established my own laboratory as a joint member of Biochemistry and Chemistry at the Department at the University of Western Australia. And now she's a senior lecturer in Monash University!

See how cool she's! She had her own laboratory... and i do remember if she have a chance to teach the world one thing about science what she will teach: Science is something with evidence and rational. And the quality of being a scientist is OPTIMISM!

I skipped 1hr of my sociology seminar and 2hrs jap seminar! please SLAP me for being a lazy bum~
When i finished my 1st 1hr sociology seminar then i straight away took public transport back home, because i'm triple duper super tired! But god never treat me good~ on my way going back home my brother call me and ask me to go city with him. And well i'm so good how would i reject my bro? So i accompany him to the city with my belongings! Bag with laptop and books! i think it's around 3kg?? muahahhahaaha
It take 30mins walk to the city and 30mins back to home~ well i'm okay with that but when i reached home....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My lovely laptop corrupted! DIU!!!!! but now......... hehehehhe...thanks to my beloved brother! he rescue my laptop.
you know what my laptop is part of my life! without my laptop i guess i will jump to the sea!
Oh it's thursday again! and coming to weekend........ oh I LOVE IT!

Not good to be relax

Here is how i spend my Wednesday (day off)
seriously i have plenty of assignment waiting for me to do
but i havent even touch any of it!
okay good! i know i'm going to be in trouble in the coming week

Assignment List:
STA2032 Sheet3 (due tomorrow)
JPL1020 Profile editing (due on friday)
JPL1020 Quiz (due on next monday?)
SCI2010 Oral Presentation ( due on next tuesday)
STA2032 Sheet4 (due on next thursday)

I haven't done any of this, i just finished my STA2032 Sheet3.
OH GOD! how can i be slacking for the whole day without doing anything for my assignment?
I woke up late today, and then i spend most of my time facing my fucking computer and doing nothing. This makes me feel bad!

I think i need to stick "DO MY ASSIGNMENT" everywhere of my house, everywhere i can see when i walk! For me i think Uni life wasn't that fun as you think. When it's come to assignment, it is the most terrible moments i ever had!