where are you?

Everyday i receieved your sms in the morning

and

today i never get any of it.
I cannot adapt it.
I keep looking to my phone
and

wonder where is your msg??

why

I thought i can put it down easily.

but..

things wasn't work out like what i thought.

Just for you

At this moment, I wanna write down the feeling of me right now.

Dear baby(past tense),

Thanks for giving me 3yrs and 5months and 21days of happiness.
Thanks for giving me a chance to love you.
Thanks for sayang-ing me for the time.
Thanks for giving me a chance to participate in your life (even is just a small part).
I'm so happy already.
You're so sweet to me.
Though we can't like last time anymore, but you still always in my heart.
You're not only part of my life, cos you're my life.
You'll always the one who I'll look for when I'm sad, happy, whatever mood that I would like to share with. Unless you're not free to accompany me then I'll just get my ass out of you.
The memory of us will always in my mind.
No matter how, just look for me when you're sad, I don't mind to be your listener.
If you couldn't find someone to share the happy moment with you.
You can look for me too, I'm always here for you.
=)

You're my sunshine for the 3yrs and 5months and 21days. And I'll be your angel for the rest of your life.

I wish i could forget

I'm trying to forget the things happen last night

but...

the words you said
the way you said me

it's totally make me feel sad
actually not sad
is I feel so disappointed.

When I thought i forget it already, but it still keep flashing in my mind.
Everytime I think of it, my eyes will start tearing.
I can't control it, I'm too weak! Can't I be tough?

Thanks

Thanks for letting me know I'm materialistic.
Thanks for letting me know birthday is not an important date.
Thanks for letting me know that what i present you is not what you like.
Thanks for letting me know I'm wasting money.
Thanks for everything.

S.p.e.e.c.h....L.e.s.s.

Materialistic???!!




I'm tired already

Sweet things

My piggy..
We're going to meet up very soon.
More than a month but less than a year *winks*

Dear, We have been quarreling these days. but..
I believed we can make things out! Because we meant to each other
and we will do our best to find out the problem and solve it together right?
You'll never leave me alone right?
Muacksss dear
Wait me back and I'll cook you candle light dinner!
What you want? Pasta? Lamb chop? or anything else?
or you want ME??

My Little Sweetheart,
I desperately wanted to go HOME, I wanted to shopping with you, eat with you, watch movie with you, cook with you, and ummmmmmm *blushing*

LOL

Missing you all the time

psycho-ing

I'm fucking nervous for the following week..

but..

I'm happy at this moment!
I have done my poster presentation. Overall, I think it is a good poster! I Like it =)

The following week i need to hand in 2 assignments for STA2032 and 1 Literature review for my SCI2010. =S

KAO......... Why i have so much to do?
arghhhh while reading the blog it remind me of next week i got listening test too..
PUKE!!!!!!!!!

Am I not good enough?

Is every relationship stable all the time?

Am I the only one who facing a lot of problem in my relationship?
Am I not good enough and making up all this problems?

I love her.. and she love me too
but...
why we need to quarrel so much?
Is that fun?
Do you think...
I won't feel sad isn't it?

Love

Everyone in this world is seeking for their love. But there is one thing flashed through my mind just now. Do you all know what love is about? What is the definition of it? How you seek the LOVE without knowing the real meaning of it? Does LOVE really have a accurate answer for everyone? Some of the people was desperately seeking their true LOVE, so is love come naturally or you need to go for it?

According my personally point of view, I think LOVE is the comfortable feeling of staying together between two people. It doesn't matter what sex you are. As long that both of you mean to be together and there is love in between.

I click to wikipedia! And i typed in LOVE.
Because i wanted to know what it is define as. I'm curious about the answer for it. And definitely i would like to share it with the people who's reading my blog at this moment.

LOVE

• constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness.
• the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation and thoughtful introspection.
• have different point of view on scientific views, philosophical views, religious views, and cultural views.
• as a general expression of positive sentiment (a stronger form of like).

Scientific Views

• Chemistry of love-Biological models of sex tend to view love as a mammalian drive, much like hunger or thirst.
• Psychology of love-Psychology depicts love as a cognitive and social phenomenon, the last and most common form of love is sexual attraction and passion.

Philosophical Views

• throughout history, have often considered phenomena such as "love at first sight" or "instant friendships" to be the result of an uncontrollable force of attraction or affinity.

Religious Views

• Love in early religions was a mixture of ecstatic devotion and ritualized obligation to idealized natural forces (pagan polytheism).
• The bibles states Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. And love is a characteristic of God.

Cultural Views

• There are difference view of love, as in there being a thread of commitment, tenderness, and passion common to all human existence.

shit

I wasn't feel good today!
I think Indian hot foods is the cause and the effect is DIARRHEA!
I, my brother, brother's friends
Four of us was running toilet in and out
shitting!
whole day was just shitting in the toilet!
What's go in, it come out!

Its so annoy!

For you

Every beats of my heart jump
I think of you
The moment of me and you flashing in my mind.

The way you treat me
is not your fault
Maybe i couldn't give you a great promise
But i can tell you i do L.O.V.E you
and you're the one who i always wanted to treat the best!

me.and.you.forever.with.no.ends

Handset

Today i got my new handset W850i, this phone was no longer a good phone in this world. It just because of you so i get this phone. I just want to have something that similar to you! Anyhow my k800i was currently in a down mood >___<"

It can't recognize any sim card! even it is unlocked by 3G but it also cannot recognize 3G sim card.. Seems SE is trying to kidding with me. And the handset was just after the 1 year warranty like 20days and this was happen to me! I was f*cking angry~
And now i cannot send my phone to the repair store to repair i need to request extend warranty from SE, it is wasting my time~ I HATE IT!

Forever

Love you and I'll never change my love to you for your entire life

I'll never betray you and will love you forever like how you love me!

The moments between us which keep flashing in my mind, I'll never ever forget about all the moments we have encountered.

. Forever . Love . Miss .

True love

Why you'll love a Taurus:

Romantic and sentimental, a Taurus can provide you with the security you need.
And you both share a fondness for the finest things, from great food to luxury vacations.

Why a Taurus will love you:

You have the honesty and direct approach that down to earth Taurus desires.
And enough elegance to show a Taurus a few new decadent delights!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

It's true!! My true love~ you're my true love dear! =)

Desperately!

You know how desperately i want to have a PSP!!!!!!
Before that i was crazy over PSP and then i change my mind to Wii and now i go back to PSP again!!
PSP Slim and Lite... I'm desperately crazy after you!!

OK, it’s 5mm thinner and 3mm shorter than the original, with a similar build, but it’s still a touch too big to fit in your pocket. The 4.3-inch screen is still fantastic, but that’s because it’s the same 4.3-inch screen from the original.

Body tweaks are akin to a short back and sides rather than a full Brazilian. The infrared port’s gone – there’s a switch on the top to activate Wi-Fi – and the UMD door now flaps open. Game commands stay the same, with the same L and R buttons, D-pad and four control keys.

I wanna get one as my birthday present!!
Daddy!!! Mommy!! please buy one for me!! PLEASE!! I want the ceramic white one! no black no black thank you! hahahaa

Busy and enjoyable

Last thursday me, shuyar, Lisa and adeline went to pancake parlour have our dinner. First, I'm so happy that I'm going to have pancake over there but end up i was fucking disappointed because most of the foods made by eggs!! ARGHHHHH!! Fine.. next time i will go again and try it! After the dinner, we went to Lisa's house again~ We were chatting in her room and after that me and adeline was crazy into PSP and NDSL =) hahahahahhhaaha


Adeline!!!! She's crazy over NDSL


me me me!! I'm covering up my face!

Okay today is sunday and you know i'm so hardworking. I went to peninsula monash campus! Seriously i went there is because my brother, he need to get a book from that library *urgent* thats why need to take 1hr train and 5mins bus to that campus! walao eh.. really so so so far and i heard my friend said that campus was nice but i went there...... hmmm *scary*
I'm tired! so tired! The destination started from 10:30am and i reached home at 4pm!

Here is some of the piccas i took when i'm waiting for the library open!!!

control

I always think you can control everything by yourself but everything is not what i thought!
I think everything in our life, what will happen the next are all fixed by the God already.
God choose our life, like an author in our life. God write our story, where is the starting point, the peak in our life, and the ending all is under control by God.

Birthday!

Happy birthday to Karen on 4th September 1988
Happy birthday to Lisa on 5th September 1987
Happy birthday to both birthday girls!

5th September me, Shuyar, Karen and Lisa early in the morning went to Mt. Dandenong to have our lovely brunch =)
Ms. Maples! it is so delicious~ We ordered scones(famous in Ms.Maples), soups, fingers, and cottage pies. We did enjoyed the brunch! Thanks shuyar drive us to Mt. Dandenong.
We never planned to go SkyHigh but because of we finished our brunch too early so we end up decided to go SkyHigh. That was a nice place with nice view, i guess if we went at night must be very fun too. Anyway we went on the noon but we still enjoyed at there, we took a lot piccas! A lot a lot~ We're like crazy after photo shooting and we really have fun over there.

Here is some of the piccas


Ashley, Shuyar and Lisa =) *at my home play Wii*


Me *Wishing Tree*


Me & Lisa *Birthday Girl*


Me & Karen *Birthday Girl*


Lisa, Shuyar, Me, Karen & Shuyar's BMW


Posers!


Me, Karen, Lisa *Sad?*

Outlook

There is many impossible things happen in this world
Not everyone will side a person with their outlook. No matter how much you're attractive, how good looking you're. When you're wrong then you're wrong! People who will side this kind of person. Okay i will just think they're brainless, they go for outlook!
Never ever judge a person with their outlook. People who look innocent doesn't mean they really do, they might be a murderer.

Will you side a person who is attractive but she's wrong?
or you will side a person who just look normal but she's right?




Ok i don't care about who is the person who look attractive or normal, I'll just side the person who's right in the situation.