T_T

I think I'm strong enough
I think I can hide things good enough
but everything come to NO!

I never plan to telling you the truth in the blog
but in the end I DO!

I hope what I done won't make you disappointed
I hope I saying out the truth is better than I hide it from you

Sorry for being bad!

daily questions.

Daddy and Mommy always facing the same question when people saw me.

Others: Is that your son? *pointing at me*
Daddy: NOOOOO! that's my daughter, okay!
Mommy: Oh yea If I could get one more son.

Daddy and mommy always ask me not to be masculine, trying to be more girly. I told them that's not my style. I told you already what I like girl. I like to be masculine because I would like to protect my girl. LOL!

Just ignore me for not updating.

Busying with the current part time job.

Busying with my school works.

Everything bothering me!

I'm finding my way to out of all this.

I need liquors!

I know liquor cures.

Working experience?
Nope
I worked for my mother before.
I worked in those illegal place before.


But now brand new job
Currently work at Crown casino food court.
Basically the job wasn't that hard, but it is a little bit hard for me.
maybe I'm too stupid
maybe I'm new
maybe I'm not concentrating in working missing her so much
maybe I'm a little bit of slow motion

There is too much of maybe EXCUSES!

Worked for 4 hours. Not long at all
I thought I can work longer but I'm still new so disallowed to do that.
I want money!
Money that what I'm craving all this while.

I love you
You love me
We are happy family!
I'm yours
and you're mine
We are belongs to each other!

p/s: Going to clubbing tomorrow night!
Let's go to see some hot chicks *praying hard if there any*