Enjoy+Fun+Worry+Guilty

Wii!!!!

I wish i could i own it!
I love it!
It is very fun and good for excersing!
Today went to eat thai food with Shuyar, Lisa, and Diana at Ying Thai. Foods was nice! service.. hmm not really good but still okay cos v don't need much sevices =) We're not a picky customer! opsss just realised we never take down the photo of the foods. We have Seafood Tom Yam, Minced beef with hmm.. not very sure that is the name already. and one is.. hmm curry chicken. It's very full and the price reasonable lah

After that, we went to the next door IL DOCHE FREDDO.. wow! ice cream store! I can't deny it is the best ice cream store in melbourne because it's ice cream is very nice! I LOVE IT since i came to melbourne study. I had Roche and Lychee flavour ice cream. Roche is the signature ice cream flavour of the shop. and yeah the other flavour is durian. After the dinner+dessert, it's our Wii time! All went to my house and we start to play Wii, play like 3hours++ and we decided to stop cos Wii makes us feel very tired. When we finished our games is time to back home. Shuyar was sending Diana and Lisa back home. When we went to the garage to grab the car! OMG! I have no idea why Shuyar car's front bonnet was opened! SCARY!!! I feel so sorry to Shuyar if anything happen to his car. Luckily her BMW car security is kinda never let people steal the car if not i don't how to give her back another BMW. and yeah who is the fucking people do this to Shuyar car. I wanna curse her/him! Curse her/him will get revenge from it for doing bad things!

I feel so guilty tonight and i couldn't asleep because i made someone who is very important to me unhappy. And i'm so sorry that i never accompany you for the whole day. Just keep on playing and never care your feelings. Sorry! I apologize to you with my sincere heart! I promise no next time okay?

BLACKLE

I heard an Energy Saving Search Engine from one of my friend. She telling me that it's true. And today i go and search the information about this Energy Saving Search Engine. The name of this Energy Saving Search Engine is BLACKLE and it is under Google.

Blackle was created by Heap Media to remind us all of the need to take small steps in our everyday lives to save energy. Blackle searches are powered by Google Custom Search.

Blackle saves energy because the screen is predominantly black. "Image displayed is primarily a function of the user's color settings and desktop graphics, as well as the color and size of open application windows; a given monitor requires more power to display a white (or light) screen than a black (or dark) screen." Roberson et al, 2002

In January 2007 a blog post titled Black Google Would Save 750 Megawatt-hours a Year proposed the theory that a black version of the Google search engine would save a fair bit of energy due to the popularity of the search engine. Since then there has been skepticism about the significance of the energy savings that can be achieved and the cost in terms of readability of black web pages.

We believe that there is value in the concept because even if the energy savings are small, they all add up. Secondly we feel that seeing Blackle every time we load our web browser reminds us that we need to keep taking small steps to save energy.

It's good to set BLACKLE as your homepage so everytime you load your Internet browser you will save a little bit of energy. Remember every bit counts! You will also be reminded about the need to save energy each time you see the Blackle page load.

http://www.blackle.com/

Now set it as your homepage!

愛してる

私の初恋人が大好きです
おうかく愛してるは終わじゃくない。

今世、来世
私は愛貴方一人、止まないですね！
と彼方一緒には楽しいです！
私は認める彼方の愛！

Sadness

Over the past few days, there is one thing keep flashing in my mind.
Forensic Science
Forensic Science
Forensic Science
Forensic Science

I don't know what major question should i ask for my literature review. I'm freaking tired with all this. Anyhow i decided to focusing on the cannabis.
Is biological changes due to cannabis can be detected by hair analysis as evidence in forensic cases?

I'm so headache with this subject, I have no idea what this subject is actually teaching about. I think i really got to work on it if not i might not enough time to finish it.
Seriously now i still cannot start on it because i don't even get confirm from the demonstrator for my major question yet. What if... i mean if lah.. what if i really cannot finish on time, i think i will hang myself!

I was so happy today i thought i get the exam timetable 2nd draft from my friend. But, the exam timetable just have those unit codes start from A to G and i don't even have 1 unit code that falls on A to G. Arghhhhhhh!!!
I'm so upset! I wanna know when is my exam! I wanna book my flight ticket back MALAYSIA!
I heard a lot people saying that most of the flight fully booking =(

Assignments madness

There is only 24hours per day! Sometimes it seems long to me, but at the same time it seems short to me too.

Sociology essay 2000words
due this coming thursday!
and i can't even understand the essay question yet!
okay okay.. take a deep breathe! Still got 4days for me.. Sure i can work it out
*deep breathing*


booo...I still feel nervous but i have no motivation to start on it yet! F*CK
I must start on it tomorrow or else i might cannot sleep for few days before the essay due.
After sociology essay and there is another annotated bibliography for science! This is really make me mad, because until now i still have no idea what we need to do on it and this subject is my core unit! I need to pass it, not a need is a MUST!

I never thought of i can miss you so badly without chatting with you!
what happen with me?
what happen with me?
I can't bear the loneliness without you!

Tiring day

I wish someday i can hug you and never let you go.
I wish someday i can hold your hand and never let it go.
I wish someday i can stay by your side give you my warm.
I wish someday we can have our own house.
I wish we can stay happily.
I wish we will still together when we're 80 or 90
I wish all this will happen till the end of your life.

I'm not greedy! There is just 7 wishes in my love wish list.. not a lot okay! people who reading my post... please don't laugh i'm stupid, i'm dreaming! I believe if i use full of my heart to love you, and you do the same too. I'm sure all this will become true!




I'm so tired today, been cleaning the house for whole evening. This is because me n my brother never clean the house...ummm..for like 3months?? and hahahaha you guess what i clean the house by my own! what the f*ck the kitchen took me like 1hr. VERY DIRTY!
But after few hours i feel so happy, because the house is so clean =)
and arhem..... i clean my house bcos my lisa is coming to my house tmr so i need to get ready my house. if not......... lisa will crazy over me because my house is too dirty. Can you imagine how dirty is my house? 20++bags of rubbish, took 1hr for the tiny kitchen. Dunno how long will be the clean kitchen and living last for? 1 month? 1 week? i have no idea...... P^_^ *Thinking*

Wii

Yesterday went to have dinner with Lisa, Shuyar, Diana.
We went to a famous japanese restaurant in Glen Waverly
Why i say it is famous? Well, we plan to go dinner at 7pm and if you wanna go there eat you must make an appoinment 1st. Shuyar called in and wanna make an book a table on 7pm but they say that time fully booking so we end up book for 7:45pm.
Oh we was too hungry and we forgot to take picture of all the food
The food was very nice and i have a great dinner with them! After the dinner shuyar sent Diana back home and we went to Lisa's house. Her house is very nice! and hehehehehehe her house got Wii, we played like 2hrs then shuyar sent me back to city =)

Wii! It's so fun~~~~ I want i want i want! wanna ask my parents buy me for my birthday present if can

mixer

I always wondered what am i gonna do in my future
I always ask myself is there anything i need to get ready from now for my future
I have no idea how is my future
and i never think of it before

Seriously i did always tell my friends not to look so far
appreciate what you have now
but without future, there must be a problem!
now only i realize 2 people together must look for future
if you think there is future between 2 of you
then is it not a problem for the relationship.



Well the night before last night i had no time no sleep
and what i do that night is...... POWERPOINT
and ummm.. i think my presentation was sucks! This is because i not really touch more of it so the outcoming must be terrible too.
Remember, if you put enough effort of somethings, the outcoming could be very good
and so it will be in the opposite way too!


Today my sister call me and she pass the phone to my nephew
yes my nephew(William)
he's just 2yrs old so he couldn't have conversation with me lah
but he manage to call me "yee yee" in cantonese (aunty)
he's so cute you know! i miss him so much
after that my sister ask him to call "kau fu" in cantonese (uncle)
and he manage to say out that word but just the pronunciation a bit weird and funny
and you know what
he know how to say "I miss you" hahaha
he said that to me too!
My sister was telling me that my nephew's attitude really same like me
Today they went to penang, mom and dad went there for don't know meeting and sister went there for shopping loh
My Sister was telling me that william is so smart now, he know how 2 choose his own clothing and everything he think is nice. They went to shopping and william was playing caps and here it is, william found one of his favourite cap, he wore it and look at the mirror and my sister said to him so handsome oh! then people want to take back the cap, he don't allow the person took it. hahahahahahaha and my sister need to spent money for him again.
oh gosh you guess what..
the cap is RENOMA! please lah i don't even have a renoma cap but my nephew had one of it now
no way no way i'm jealous!

and my sister told me that william will go and get clothes from the shop and tell my sister, this clothes "leng leng" (look nice) and he want it. I think my sister is going to faint because he's so good in shopping now, what also he want, my sister gonna spend a lot on this KING!

My new beloved

As what i mentioned in the previous post, my laptop was spoiled and now i get my new desktop. It cost a lot if i get a laptop over here, so i make up my mind and i head to desktop! Somehow i'm gonna to stay here for another 3yrs most probably get a desktop is more worth it =)

So far i like my new computer so much!
20" LCD wide screen
cordless mouse and keyboard
Tv tuner
and... umm.. those basic things i don't think i need to mention it one by one

Okay i'm going to post my new baby desktop pic! It can't look clearly from the pic because hmm.. the pic was too dark =(

My new beloved desktop!

I'm not a plastic bag

I've been seeing this Anya Hindmarch "I'm not a Plastic Bag", approx $6.75, everywhere. Apparently it is all the rage. It it quite cheeky and with all the talk about banning plastic shopping bags it is fashionably PC. And for once here is a designer bag that is pretty wimpy in composition and is actually cheap - as it should be! That is why this bag has been selling like hotcakes and has bids up to $270 on eBay. Ok, that I'm not sure about...but this would be an awesome bag to tote my organic groceries in. Fashion meets function meets the environment.

Madness!



Who cares about it? However, will you use a $200($395?) bag to carry your banana, fish and eggs? I don’t think so. I’d rather use a cheap environmentally friendly bag and write “I care about the earth” or anything I want on it. That’s even cooler.

Alive

Hooray!!!
I have computer to use
and yes i can update my blog!
and you know what i'm using MacBook...
my 1st time!
my 1st time!
hohohohohoho

A lot people telling me that MacBook will make people mad with it because is hard to control
but i found it quite nice and i can handle it well too =)
I wish someday i could buy an APPLE laptop!
but i noe i wont be so lucky to have one of it~

Thanks to shuyar!
who lend me her laptop for this few days if not i'm gonna dead with my assignment!
i owe you a treat..

Assignments.. why you all need to come at the same time!
why need to push me to the walls and without a road for me to go??
I'm suffering!
Please help me!


Here is the MacBook i'm using for this few days!

Certified DEAD

Seriously i damn fucking bad mood right now!
Yes! Yes! Yes! I want to kill people right now so can you imagine how bad is my mood now?

My LAPTOP!
Last night certified dead already! and yet i need to say bye bye to it already
Here i can tell laptop life is so short... please it's just 2yrs++ then i need to say bye bye to it already
how cruel issit?

I think the god is bad to me you know! Yesterday i spent most of my time use spss do my statistic and then night....... my computer spoiled
FUCK!
My stuff!!! my stuff!! all my stuff!!
I need to redo it again
and this coming week i'm fucking busy with my assignment but my computer spoiled
how can i do my assignment without my computer??!!
Help! i'm fucking moody right now


and friends i think i'm not gonna update my blog for few days due to my laptop spoiled =(


From this, i learn something!
"Must have another copy of it!"

Depression

Depression Signs and Symptoms

Clinical depression is not something you feel for a day or two before feeling better. In true depression, symptoms last weeks or months, sometimes years if you don't seek treatment. If you are depressed, you are often unable to perform daily activities. You may not care enough to get out of bed or get dressed, much less work, do errands, or socialize.

• Adults: You may be said to be suffering from a major depressive episode if you have a depressed mood for at least two weeks and have at least five of the following symptoms:
• Feeling sad or blue

• Crying spells

• Loss of interest or pleasure in usual activities

• Significant increase or decrease in appetite

• Significant weight loss or weight gain

• Inability to sleep or excessive sleeping

• Agitation or irritability

• Fatigue or loss of energy

• Feelings of worthlessness or excessive guilt

• Thoughts of death or suicide

• Children: Children with depression also experience these classic symptoms, but may exhibit other symptoms as well, including the following:
• Poor school performance

• Persistent boredom

• Frequent complaints of physical problems such as headaches and stomachaches

• Some of the classic adult symptoms of depression may also be more obvious in children, such as change in eating or sleeping patterns. (Has the child lost or gained weight in recent weeks or months? Does he or she seem more tired than usual?)

• Teenagers may show depression by taking more risks and/or showing less concern for their own safety.

• Parents of children with depression report noticing the following behavior changes. If you notice any of these, discuss this with your health-care provider.
• The child cries more often or more easily.

• The child spends more time alone, away from friends and family.

• The child actually becomes more "clingy" and may become more dependent on certain relationships. This is less common than social withdrawal, though.

• The child expresses thoughts about hurting him or herself, or exhibits harmful behavior. The child seems to be overly pessimistic or exhibits excessive guilt or worthlessness.

• Elderly: While any of the classic symptoms of depression may occur in elderly people, other symptoms also may be noted.
• Diminished ability to think or concentrate

• Unexplained physical complaints (for example, abdominal pain, changes in bowel habits, or muscle aches)

• Memory impairment (in about 10% with severe depression)

If you have above listed symptoms, then please do find a psychologist as soon as possible!

Useless INTERVIEWER

You guess what...
today me and my groupmate had an interview with a scientist (biochemistry lecture) for my SCI2010 oral presentation. well i think i might be the most useless interviewer in the world because i had done nothing during the interview i'm just sitting at aside and just listen what they say. There is main point which make me doesn't do anything is because i don't know anything about biochemistry! Umm.. seriously i do feel bad for doing nothing but what to do, i have no choice~
But from the interview, i found that she's an amazing scientist! she's so successful in her life and now she have a lovely family too~ two sons and her husband is a scientist too =)

Dr. Jackie Wilce
At this moment, she have 4 project on her hand
Those 4 project are involves the study of protein/protein and protein/oligonucleotide (RNA and DNA) interactions that occur in human cells in pathways that control gene expression, cell growth and cell proliferation.
She completed B. Sc (Hons) degree at Monash University, specialising in novel peptide chemistries at honours level. She was funded by ARC Postdoctoral Fellowship. In 1999, she established my own laboratory as a joint member of Biochemistry and Chemistry at the Department at the University of Western Australia. And now she's a senior lecturer in Monash University!

See how cool she's! She had her own laboratory... and i do remember if she have a chance to teach the world one thing about science what she will teach: Science is something with evidence and rational. And the quality of being a scientist is OPTIMISM!

I skipped 1hr of my sociology seminar and 2hrs jap seminar! please SLAP me for being a lazy bum~
When i finished my 1st 1hr sociology seminar then i straight away took public transport back home, because i'm triple duper super tired! But god never treat me good~ on my way going back home my brother call me and ask me to go city with him. And well i'm so good how would i reject my bro? So i accompany him to the city with my belongings! Bag with laptop and books! i think it's around 3kg?? muahahhahaaha
It take 30mins walk to the city and 30mins back to home~ well i'm okay with that but when i reached home....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My lovely laptop corrupted! DIU!!!!! but now......... hehehehhe...thanks to my beloved brother! he rescue my laptop.
you know what my laptop is part of my life! without my laptop i guess i will jump to the sea!
Oh it's thursday again! and coming to weekend........ oh I LOVE IT!

Not good to be relax

Here is how i spend my Wednesday (day off)
seriously i have plenty of assignment waiting for me to do
but i havent even touch any of it!
okay good! i know i'm going to be in trouble in the coming week

Assignment List:
STA2032 Sheet3 (due tomorrow)
JPL1020 Profile editing (due on friday)
JPL1020 Quiz (due on next monday?)
SCI2010 Oral Presentation ( due on next tuesday)
STA2032 Sheet4 (due on next thursday)

I haven't done any of this, i just finished my STA2032 Sheet3.
OH GOD! how can i be slacking for the whole day without doing anything for my assignment?
I woke up late today, and then i spend most of my time facing my fucking computer and doing nothing. This makes me feel bad!

I think i need to stick "DO MY ASSIGNMENT" everywhere of my house, everywhere i can see when i walk! For me i think Uni life wasn't that fun as you think. When it's come to assignment, it is the most terrible moments i ever had!