Sleepy...head

Lazy worm

I'm so lazy! I woke up at 2pm and i go back and sleep at 6pm and work up at 7pm and i still sleepy! What going on with me? Why I'm so lazy? I'm sleepyhead!!!!!! >___<|| Tomorrow have listening test, tonight i must dig my ears clean clean and ready for tmr test :)

Wish me best of luck if you're reading this!

Fun night =)

Thanks to Lisa for the dinner =)

• Dinner at Crown with Lisa and Shuya
• Japanese restaurant (KOKO)
  

We ordered:

Set Menu A - 79.00 per person

Otoshi

Assorted sashimi

Chawan mushi

Prawns, sea perch, calamari

Sirloin steak

Sautéed mushrooms

Steamed rice

Miso soup

Green tea ice cream

Set Menu B - 101.50 per person

Otoshi

Sakizuki

Assorted sashimi

Tempura oysters

Prawns, scallops, sea perch

Fillet of beef

Sautéed potato and onion

Salad with house dressing

Steamed rice

Miso soup

Rice ice cream

It's very nice, we did enjoyed the dinner. After the dinner we walked to hard rock cafe, but too bad when we reached there, it was closed. So we ended up walking back to crown again and Shuya sent me home. It supposed to take 3mins to reach my house. but we took like 10mins to reached my house. You know why? because we take the wrong road and we drive ahead M1 highway!!!! hahahahahahaha XD

wish

I can't wait to go back cook for you
I can't wait to go back see you

The very important thing is because i wish you be with me again!

the most i love

I wish i could be with you for the rest of your life
I wish I'm the one who you really need in your life
I wish you will never ever leave me alone

You're the one who i love the most!

one more chance

What i had say last night is true
I really love you so much
I want to be with you
I wish you can give your hand to me, and I'll hold your hand for the rest of your life.

Please give me another chance!

one side

Just clapping with my hand, it won't berbunyi!!

So what i can do actually?

An angel

I just wish i could accompany you when you need me

that's all i can do now.

I just wanna listen to your voice every night

that's all i can do.

I just wanna be your angel who take care of you!

relationship??

What relationship between me and you now??

Friends?

More than a friend, less than a lover?

I really don't know lar!

I do

I wanted to tell you
I still wanna be with you
I still want to accompany you for the rest of your life
I still want to by your side when you need someone to rely on
I still want to give you a smile to let you know I'm happy to be with you

but..

Am i still have chance?

Everytime i close my eyes
I can feel the pain in my heart
I don't know how long this will last for...
1 month?
3 months?
1 year?
or for the rest of my life?

Teach me what to do?

miss you

Miss you

but..

I couldn't tell you!

What i can do?

I want you!
I need you!

what's going on

What on earth that make us can't get together??!
We love each other!
We can't let go this relationship!

but what on earth that we need to split up?

I don't know what happen with me me right now.
I cannot even concentrate on a stuff
and i couldn't tell you how bad i feel now
because i don't want you to sympathy me!

I wish I'm absent minded
so that i can get rid of all the memory between me and you.
I can just keep on with my life now without thinking our past.

okay! I know what i said now it will never works
but..

what to do??

Her parents find out that she's a lesbian and they can't accept it and trying to stop her to be with me. Our relationship that's what I want. I don't care who disagree with our relationship but I just want to be with you, but it can't! Why we have to care so much about other people.



I wish they could understand. Homosexual is not a crime. If they could have better understand on us, they will know we do love each other and we really mean to each other.



I love you and that's what my mind keep telling me.

where are you?

Everyday i receieved your sms in the morning

and

today i never get any of it.
I cannot adapt it.
I keep looking to my phone
and

wonder where is your msg??

why

I thought i can put it down easily.

but..

things wasn't work out like what i thought.

Just for you

At this moment, I wanna write down the feeling of me right now.

Dear baby(past tense),

Thanks for giving me 3yrs and 5months and 21days of happiness.
Thanks for giving me a chance to love you.
Thanks for sayang-ing me for the time.
Thanks for giving me a chance to participate in your life (even is just a small part).
I'm so happy already.
You're so sweet to me.
Though we can't like last time anymore, but you still always in my heart.
You're not only part of my life, cos you're my life.
You'll always the one who I'll look for when I'm sad, happy, whatever mood that I would like to share with. Unless you're not free to accompany me then I'll just get my ass out of you.
The memory of us will always in my mind.
No matter how, just look for me when you're sad, I don't mind to be your listener.
If you couldn't find someone to share the happy moment with you.
You can look for me too, I'm always here for you.
=)

You're my sunshine for the 3yrs and 5months and 21days. And I'll be your angel for the rest of your life.

I wish i could forget

I'm trying to forget the things happen last night

but...

the words you said
the way you said me

it's totally make me feel sad
actually not sad
is I feel so disappointed.

When I thought i forget it already, but it still keep flashing in my mind.
Everytime I think of it, my eyes will start tearing.
I can't control it, I'm too weak! Can't I be tough?

Thanks

Thanks for letting me know I'm materialistic.
Thanks for letting me know birthday is not an important date.
Thanks for letting me know that what i present you is not what you like.
Thanks for letting me know I'm wasting money.
Thanks for everything.

S.p.e.e.c.h....L.e.s.s.

Materialistic???!!




I'm tired already

Sweet things

My piggy..
We're going to meet up very soon.
More than a month but less than a year *winks*

Dear, We have been quarreling these days. but..
I believed we can make things out! Because we meant to each other
and we will do our best to find out the problem and solve it together right?
You'll never leave me alone right?
Muacksss dear
Wait me back and I'll cook you candle light dinner!
What you want? Pasta? Lamb chop? or anything else?
or you want ME??

My Little Sweetheart,
I desperately wanted to go HOME, I wanted to shopping with you, eat with you, watch movie with you, cook with you, and ummmmmmm *blushing*

LOL

Missing you all the time

psycho-ing

I'm fucking nervous for the following week..

but..

I'm happy at this moment!
I have done my poster presentation. Overall, I think it is a good poster! I Like it =)

The following week i need to hand in 2 assignments for STA2032 and 1 Literature review for my SCI2010. =S

KAO......... Why i have so much to do?
arghhhh while reading the blog it remind me of next week i got listening test too..
PUKE!!!!!!!!!

Am I not good enough?

Is every relationship stable all the time?

Am I the only one who facing a lot of problem in my relationship?
Am I not good enough and making up all this problems?

I love her.. and she love me too
but...
why we need to quarrel so much?
Is that fun?
Do you think...
I won't feel sad isn't it?