Lost

I always ask myself WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME?

I have no idea. And i couldn't really find an answer for this stupid question. I found that I'm so weak in certain situation. I'm useless maybe?
okay! Yes.. I think I'm useless

Can i make you stay with me forever?
Can you give me your hand and i hold it tight till the rest of your life?
Can i really make you happy?

All this is just a maze! No one can give an answer on it, even you and me also cannot! God fixed everything, and we will not know what will happen in the next second *sighz*